Current weather matches my current mood

Cold, rain. My insides feel cold and smothered by stinging rain. No, I am not okay. What kind of question is that when you all ready know the answer? Asking me that isn't going to flip on a switch inside my brain to re-program what I'm feeling these days. I swear, if I didn't have music play such a huge role in my life I'm pretty sure I'd be in a much darker place and have hit rock bottom by now. Thank you for always being there when I needed to keep my head straight and to understand the aching in my heart. Thank you for pulling my ass out of bed in the morning to go to work and not waste the entire day feeling sorry for myself. Everyone has their shit. Everyone has their own misery. Are any of us REALLY okay? For only moments I think that might be true. Generally speaking, I'm in a pretty good mood most of the time. There are so many little things that crack me up and make me smile. I'm not ashamed of being called the crazy-cat lady at work. I like cats, maybe a bit more than most people, but I don't care. I like what I like and those are the things that keep me sane throughout the day. I never understood why people like to make fun of other people for liking stuff that they didn't? What's the big freaking deal? So, I'm a big nerd? I'm happy with that. Maybe YOU shouldn't be so uptight and then maybe YOU might not be such a prick? People are weird. Whatever.